Cant sleep

As i lie here in bed, next to my future husband...o cant help but think how i got so lucky?

I have this amazing life. Maybe it doesnt seem that way to everyone, but i feel that way. I have a great job. I have a roof over my head and clothes on mine and my family's backs and food in the kitchen.

And then i have the two most important people in my life. My troy and my sarah. Words cannot describe how they complete my life. I wont evem try.

All i know is that i dont know what i would do without them. Who would i be today if i had never met troy? I dont know if i would like who i would be.

In a couple weeks we are moving, and also it will be troys birthday in a couple weeks.

And in three months i will become Mrs. Troy Halter. :-) love those words......

Here i go again

Welllllll im back hahaha finally got back on here....lets see who reads it! Lolol anon of you sti follow me youre a cunt and can suck it. I am in a great place right now and coundlt be happier. Cami please dont grammar nazi me im on my phone haha

AMAZING

I have not posted lately, because i keep reading over and over this series of books. "The Hunger Games" by suzanne collins.



That;s all i have right now. oh! and planning a wedding. Friday mom and i go and look at reception venues.......eloping is sounding good already lol

Well aren't we just a great big ball of sunshine!

To Anon:  Yes, there are times when I would say it's over. But you know what? FUCK YOU. I write in this blog for my own satisfaction and for my own reasons. I don't write in it to wait for comments on my entries. So, with that, anonymous people can no longer write comments on here. So whoever you are, if you want to leave a comment, you can just sign in and let me know who you are. and if i dont like what you say, im still going to delete it.

wow its been a while

I have been looking through all my old pictures, at least the ones that I'm tagged in.  I have realized many things:

1. I want either REALLLy long straight hair, or SHORT straight hair. either way, i need to get rid of this curl, oh and i want some bangs too..

2. I need to start wearing makeup again. I used to wear makeup everyday, and i don't anymore. maybe that's why i dont feel as pretty as i used to. 

3. i miss those times.  I miss being able to go out and just drive around. But then again, I would NEVER trade what I have right now for even one night of being younger and stupid. My life is far too wonderful to risk anything.  Why would I want to? I have a beautiful, smart, sweet, funny, amazing little girl, and a wonderful, strong, supportive man.  And I have them FOREVER. What is better than that?

4. I WANT BANGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

ok, I am done now. See ya next month prolly lol.

AAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

twice in one fuckin week my fucking car craps out on me. im in need of a new one. buuuuuut of fucking course i have terrible to no credit so ill just be laughed at at a car dealership. fucking great. fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck

a wonderful day

today bear and i went to the store and got groceries for while my parents are out of town. after that we had lunch with daddy and went to finally quit at rl. then we came home and played in the SPRINKLER!!!!!!! Now we are relaxing while i get ready to fix dinner :-) what should i fix?? salisbury steak or fish sticks and mac?