Totally Dig It

My grandfather passed away on friday of last week.  His funeral was tuesday. It still really hasn't hit me that he's gone.  

I was never super super close to gra.  He really only came around while my grandma was alive, and that's because she made him do it.  Even though I wasn't close to  him, it's still freakin hard to lose a grandparent.  I no longer have any grandparents living.  Which means I will have no grandparents at my wedding.  There are some people who haven't even felt the loss of a grandparent.  I will tell you, though, that it is something I don't wish on my worst enemy.  It feels like there are holes in my heart where they once were, and now that they're no longer on this earth, that hole will never be filled.  

I will miss you Gra, and I will try to find laughter in every conversation, just like you had done.  Say hi to Grandma for me. <3