I am still angry. Angry that my cat had to be taken away from me. Angry that I have lost so many in less than six months. Angry that I couldn't do anything about it.
I know that God has a plan for everyone, and He does everything for a reason. I know that He gave me Sarah. And I thank him for her. She is such a blessing in my life, I don't think I could imagine one day without her.
But that still doesn't change the fact that God has taken six that I love away from me, just in the first five months of the year.
I am angry. Hurt. Sad. Pissed off. Grieving.
Is it bad to say that if it had been one of the other kittens, I may not have been as affected? I just fell in love with Milton. He was an outcast. Kinda like me and troy.
I would just like to know WHY. WHY God had to take him away from us. Is that too much to ask?
Losing people close to us is no easy feat. But do you think they would want you to grieve their loss with anger or with the thought in knowing that you will soon be with them again? The earth is only our temporary home, and one day you will be able to see all your loved ones again in a beautiful place for all eternity. You are not being selfish by grieving their loss, I know it's painful. But live your life the way you know they would want you to. For your health, sanity, and most importantly Sarah. Feel better, sweetheart. Stay strong; I know you are.
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